Your true environment is in your imagination! All that you
behold, though it appears without, it is within, in your imagination - of which
this world of mortality is but a shadow. No matter what is taking place on the
outside, it is but a symbol telling you what is taking place within; for the
world is nothing more than yourself pushed out. Its image, alive in your
imagination, overwhelms you.
Tonight let us turn to the greatest of all books, the Bible.
In it we are told that at the end of the world there would be a great war whose
final battle is called "Armageddon". You may have been taught that
this battle will take place on the outside, as races battle races, and nations
battle nations. It doesn't mean communism against democracy or socialism
against capitalism. There will always be wars and conflicts; but the battle of
Armageddon is the battle of ideology. This battle does not take place on the
outside, but within each and every individual.
If you really understood what was taking place and knew your
scripture, you would rejoice at the unrest on the outside. "Do not think
that I have come to bring peace on earth. I have come not to bring peace but a
sword; to set a man against his father; a daughter against her mother and a
daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law, for a man's foes are those of his
own household." This certainly does not mean our children will be pitted
against us, but that the true understanding of the Word of God is pitted
against the traditions of men. Living by structures built by tradition, we have
believed that by them we could earn the kingdom of heaven and acquire merit.
But when one who has experienced the story of God tells you that the life of
Jesus Christ is everyone's spiritual autobiography, this truth causes a
conflict within the individual - and that is the battle of Armageddon.
Neutrality is impossible. You cannot attach the new cloth to
the old; it is all or nothing. You cannot put the new wine you are receiving
into the old bottle, by being willing to go along with this new idea to a
certain point, but not being willing to give up your belief in an external God,
to whom you bend your knee and cross your body when you stand before what
represents him on the wall. So the battle rages until the story of Jesus Christ
unfolds within you; and then the war is over, for from that moment on you will
have no other god, only he whose name is I AM. I tell you: the story of Jesus
Christ is your spiritual autobiography. One day his story will unfold within
you and you will know there is no other, only God.
Today when you see the disturbance the young people are
causing - not only in our country but all over the world - see it as a symbol
of the tremendous eruption of truth taking place in the hearts of men. It is
not just confined to this platform, for the picture is worldwide. There is an
enormous eruption of truth against the entrenched traditions of men going on
right now, even in atheistic Russia and in lands which are not considered
Christian; but truth is not confined to space or time. Truth is only confined
to God.
Religion, in the true sense of the word, is devotion, and at
times an exalted reality for the one experiencing it. When you have experienced
scripture, you will never again return to your little bottle. Our world is
filled with men who are supposed to speak the word of God, yet are deeply
involved in the shadow world. They are telling our government what to do and
how to do it, not telling the individual about God's promise to give himself to
the individual in a literal sense. I tell you: God is going to give his son to
you; and because he and his son are one, he gives you himself. Believe me and
hope for your eruption now, for when it comes, you will realize that everything
which appears to be taking place on the outside, is nothing more than a shadow,
cast by God (you). So when you see the young pitted against the old, rejoice,
for they are fulfilling scripture. We may resent being taxed to rebuild the
buildings the young burn down, but the eruption is taking place in us as the
new idea replaces the old.
No more will I be bound to an external God. I no longer
believe in an external Jesus Christ, for the Christ in me who is my hope of
glory, awoke and unfolded his story - not as another for me to observe, but as
myself. He redeemed me by becoming me, to the point where everything said of
him I have experienced. That is the new idea which has replaced my old concept
that I learned from my mother, Sunday school, and church. I lived by that
structure until one day I knew it was not truth. Then the battle between truth
and error began. It may seem to be on the outside, but it is all taking place
within.
He comes, not to bring peace but a sword, and he is followed
by the armies of heaven. From his mouth a sharp sword is issued. It is the
sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. He does not bring a sword to
chop people's heads off with. The sword is only a symbol. When John the Baptist
was beheaded, John - wearing everything that is external to man - died, and the
Lord Jesus Christ rose in his place. When your head is symbolically removed,
you have received the sign that you no longer give power to external things.
Then the inner you will rise and supplant your outer self. The rising of this
inner you has a disturbing influence, for everything you believed in and bowed
to on the outside must die.
Formerly I worshiped a man because he was known, rich, or
intelligent; then I discovered that the one who is the Being of beings, the God
of gods, was my very self. Then He began to awaken in me, as I learned to
overcome everything external to myself. And as I did, I realized that I was the
cause of the phenomena of my life. I accepted this fact one-hundred percent and
he fulfilled his promise: "To him who conquers I will give the Morning
Star." Then he identified himself as the morning star, saying: "I am
the root and the offspring of David. I am the bright morning star," the
symbol of the new day and immortality. When God reveals himself to you, as you,
your world changes; and when your little garment which has housed the old
beliefs, is taken off, it will be for the last time. Then you will be clothed in
the new man, as the man who rose from within and repeated the entire story of
the Lord Jesus Christ, in detail.
Armageddon is not a place in the battlefields of the world.
Battles are fought as the new supplants the old. America is a new nation
compared to Europe and has now supplanted the old powers. That was one grand
eruption. Today, America is the mightiest power in the world of Caesar; but in
the midst of it we find the young pitted against the old. In the 10th chapter
of the Book of Matthew, he begins with a man against his father, then a
daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law,
as the young try to dislodge the old. As this happens in you, the world will
reflect your conflict.
Everything must be interpreted as a symbol, in this world as
well as in your dream world. A lady shared this dream with me recently. In it
she had a twin sister who died. Loving her twin so much, she pretended she was
her; thereby receiving her mother's affection; yet she knew the role she had assumed.
This is a perfect story of scripture. Jacob supplanted his brother Esau in the
affection of his father. Coming second, Jacob thought his father would love the
first-born most, not knowing (as the world does not know) that the first-born
of every creature is the same first-born, but the firstborn from the dead is
seen in the order of events, rather than in time.
Everyone within whom the story of Jesus Christ erupts is the
firstborn. No one comes before you, because Christ is first. He is the head,
and if Christ unfolds within you, he supplants the body you wear, which came
into the world first. The physical is first. The spiritual comes second and
supplants Esau - the outer man. Jacob - the inner, smooth-skinned man - is
spirit. And the Lord loved Jacob and hated Esau. The outer man must be
discarded, because flesh and blood cannot enter the kingdom; so the inner man
must be born. And when he does, he is the first-born from the dead in the
order, rather than in time.
The one who is to be born of the spirit must first be
awakened. Coming out, he is the one the lord loves, because he is one with him
and is given the bright morning star. God, himself, is the bright morning star
who gives it - so God gives himself! And there is no one but God from then on,
as you control all; and when you take off this garment of flesh, you are one
with the God who runs the entire show. Seen from above, this conflict is not
disturbing; rather it is a time for rejoicing, for the eruption of truth has
begun in the hearts of men. But on this level, as a tax payer, you may resent
the burning of buildings and the inability of those who desire an education to
get it, because of a small group who do not know what they are doing.
They are only symbols, playing their little games; so Father
forgives them; they are only a symbol of the eruption which is taking place in
the hearts of men. There is always a remnant erupting, and the symbol of this
eruption appears on the outside.
Now another lady wrote of a dream which disturbed her. In
the dream she was leaving her husband and moving to a new apartment two miles
away. Then the scene changed and she found herself in the new apartment,
completely furnished with all of her possessions. As she awoke she realized
that the apartment - although having appeared to be three-dimensional and real
- was only a dream. This is a wonderful experience. The dream does not mean you
are going to leave the man you love here. Take the symbolism of it: Your true
husband is God. You are told in the second [chapter] of Genesis: "A man
shall leave everything and cleave to his wife until they become one
flesh." That's what you did. You moved into an entirely different state.
The first creative act was motion: "The Spirit of God
moved upon the face of the deep." As God moved, everything erupted, and
the world became visible. You moved into the awareness of your true husband,
which is the Lord God Almighty, whose symbol is your earthly husband, who you
love and share your world with. You moved within yourself into the real union
with God, who is your husband - as told us in the Book of Isaiah: "Your
Maker is your husband, the Lord of Host is his name." You have now moved
into a real relationship with the God within you, who left everything to cleave
to you. And you have discovered the great secret of moving from state to state.
You will find that your love for your earthly husband will grow stronger. When
you first met, you were fired by sex, and - if the love has maintained as it
was prior to the union - when sex fades, you will find your relationship
growing deeper. You will be more concerned for each other, as a deeper love
takes over. Now, the motion took place within you, and you have moved from what
is a relationship in this world, to a spiritual relationship, as the story of
Jesus becomes your spiritual autobiography.
Do not look at the conflict on the outside as terrible;
rather see it as a symbol. Rejoice when you see the youth pitted against the
old, as it signifies that the Word - which is the sword of the Spirit - has
erupted; and the armies of heaven are on the march, as the Living Word which
unfolds within man, interprets the external word of the letter. The outer world
- like the letters in the Bible - is dead, and remains so until something that
is alive gives it life. Only when that which is life itself erupts, does the
Bible's dead letter become alive. I have experienced scripture, and when I see
the conflict, I know that many have accepted my words and are experiencing
them. As long as I wear this mask I do not know where they are, but I do know
they are telling the story of salvation from experience. That is the only thing
that can inflame the mind.
The traditions of men are only dead letters. Our clergy are
not telling the word of God, they are too involved in politics, thinking they
can buy off the eruption with money. You can't stop ransom or blackmail, but
you can tell the story of Jesus Christ from experience - but the clergy do not
know it. If they heard what you have tonight, they would think my words were
blasphemy; yet I am telling you what I have experienced, while they speak from
theory. That is all right, for they are part of the story. "For the sake
of the traditions of your fathers you have made void the word of God." Religion
has created saints out of nothing, for they never existed. Now something is
happening to force them to confess to their nonexistence, even though they have
made hundreds of millions of dollars in the selling of these little icons. They
will still sell them, because there are people who will still want their little
so-called protection based upon the outside. But you don't want them; that's
why you are here. You are willing to believe the drama is unfolding in you and
not on the outside. So when a horrible blow hits your heart, try to see its
symbolism, as everything in the outer world is a symbol. Why and how did it
happen and what does it mean? What is the significance of the thing that
happened? Just like a dream, everything has some significance, for God is speaking;
therefore you would listen attentively and try to understand what he is saying
in symbolism.
I received another lovely letter with about twenty or
twenty-five dreams in it. I couldn't even summarize the dreams because they
differ, but I can tell her that they are perfectly marvelous. They are all
adumbrations, foreshadowings of the story that will erupt within her when she
discovers that she is Jesus Christ. In her dreams, Jesus still seems to be
another, and that's an adumbration, like the story in 2 Kings concerning
Elisha, who said: "Give me a double portion of your spirit" and the
Lord replied: "When I depart from you, if you see me you will get what you
ask for. If you do not, you shall not have it." Then fire separated them
and Elijah went up in a whirlwind. That's an adumbration, for the Word must
erupt within you first, before you can understand the story of Elijah. It is
said that fire separated them. May I tell you: it is a fire. In the 14th
chapter of Zachariah we read that the Lord stands on the Mount of Olives, as it
is split from east to west, with one-half moving northward and the other half
southward. You are the Mount of Olives the Lord is standing on, when you are
split to discover your true identity as golden, liquid light. Fusing with that
light, you will go up into heaven in a whirlwind motion as a fiery serpent. The
fire that separates you is the bolt of lightening which cuts you in two from
your head to the base of your spine; but who could understand this until it was
experienced and dramatized as the evangelists did.
It is still a closed book to those who have not experienced
scripture, but it will be understood by those who are drawn by the one who had
the experience. I have shared my experiences with you, in the hope that in the
not distant future you will individually experience the entire story of Jesus
Christ. So when you see the unrest today, rejoice that the young is now pitted
against the old. And remember: the conflict is in your imagination. Although I
have overcome the world, as the drama has proved, I may find myself listening
to the radio or watching television and get involved. I do it by forgetting and
coming down into the nonsense in this world. Then I must get back up on the
mountain and see it as symbolism, telling me what is happening within.
The eruption will not go on forever. It only lasts for a
certain length of time and then the door to heaven is closed once more. The
door does not remain open, but only opens at intervals of time. Blake says it
is every two hundred years, but how long it remains ajar he does not say. Now
you see why the conflict rages - because the door is still ajar.
What I am telling you tonight could not be printed in
tomorrow's paper as it doesn't make sense, but it is true. People may doubt my
words and say; "Why listen to him, the man is mad and has a devil."
But I say to you: "I am not mad and I do not have a devil, for what I tell
you is true. I speak not of my own accord, but as the Father speaks to
me." I have actually experienced the entire drama recorded in scripture,
and have shared my experiences with you. With my limited background, you may
question how I have such learning; but the words are not mine, they are the
words of him who sent me - and he who sent me is God. He is my Father. I know
my Father and you know not your God. I may be considered mad by some, because
my background can be checked; yet I dare to claim I am the son of God and I and
my Father are one. So when you see me you see him who sent me. I was sent by my
Father, and - knowing the Old Testament - I have shared with you my spiritual
interpretation of its dead letter; for the entire scripture has unfolded in me.
Armageddon is the battle of ideologies, where belief is
pitted against belief. I can't tell you how shocked I was to discover that the
Christ to whom I prayed was within me. Scripture teaches, "Christ in you
is the hope of glory," but I didn't take that statement literally, for I
was taught to look for Christ on the outside. I could find no conflict in that
Christ.
I was seventeen when I left Barbados, and every night during
those seventeen years I did not have the guts to go to bed without getting down
on my knees and praying, as my mother had taught me. I could not break that
habit for quite a while after I came to this country. Can you imagine the shock
I felt, having been trained to kneel and pray to an external God, to find he
was within me as me? I could hardly believe it. I know my past and am well
aware of how unlovely much of it was. I knew the thoughts I had entertained,
the emotions that were mine, the words that I uttered; and to think that all
that could be the house in which the perfect one who was never tarnished has
unfolded, was a shock beyond measure. But now I know I am He, although I still
possess the memory of the outer garment I wear, which clothes me while I am
here.
I cannot tell you of the shock that comes when all of the
beliefs by which you have lived come tumbling down. You will no longer be able
to turn to anyone on the outside to praise or blame for what is taking place in
your world. If it is unlovely, you are its cause. If it is lovely, you are its
cause. Everything unfolds within you, and you are detached from what takes
issue; yet you know you are its cause, for as the word of truth erupts within
you, it sets one against the other. The word is not confined; but when it comes
- as it has in me - I bring the new wine which the old bottle cannot contain.
The old garment of belief is ripped and you cannot put a new patch on an old
garment. As the world erupts around us, we may wonder what is taking place and
ask ourselves if we have lost control of our children, as they are so different
now.
We can say all kinds of things, justify our actions and
beliefs - that is our right. On occasion I find myself sucked into the same
stream and pass an opinion not based upon the truth that has erupted within me;
so I can't judge another. I can only say; when you see these things, rejoice,
for He has come. His coming brings a new idea, which will disturb the
traditions of men; and - living by man's traditions - you will see the
disturbance on the outside, but it is in you.
The world reflects this disturbance, and those in the world
are being led like sheep to the slaughter. Yet in the hearts of those who
observe it from above, it is cause for rejoicing, as they wait only for the
eruption of God's immortal plan. Jesus Christ is this immortal pattern of
salvation. Its eruption in man causes an eruption in the outer world, as the
young is set against the old, and the new conflicts with the traditions of men.
In the meanwhile, take what you know of this law, and use it
towards your own personal good fortune in the world of Caesar. It's simple. Go
to the end and assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled. Don't ask anyone to
help you. Ask no one if it is right. If you like it, assume you have it. Remain
faithful to your assumption, and that Being who is going to erupt in you will
take you to that end. If you find yourself moving from your fulfilled desire,
go back to it, and once more assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled. Do this
and your assumption will harden into fact.
Now let us go into the silence.
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